Friday, July 30, 2010

Dearest Em

Dearest Em,
I thought of you while I was at work today. I loved seeing your bright, brown eyes and beautiful smile the other day and most especially loved the hugs I got from you and your brother. I also thought of the fact that I learned a little bit more about you and some of the things you love. Animals! In all shapes and sizes and colors! I knew this, of course, but I came to the realization that you and I may have something in common that might surprise you a little bit.
A few years ago I lost something that was very precious to me - my ability to use my voice the way that I wanted to and was used to doing. I LOVE to sing and I miss being able to do it to my satisfaction so very much. I know you have such a big heart that misses having a furry little something to snuggle, pet and love. I hope that someday, there is a way for you to have all the special, furry friends that your heart desires, but until then, just know that I understand your frustration with your allergies and what appears to be such an unfair thing in life. Elder Worthlin from the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles said this in his last conference talk...

The Principle of Compensation

"...understand the principle of compensation. The Lord compensates the faithful for every loss. That which is taken away from those who love the Lord will be added unto them in His own way. While it may not come at the time we desire, the faithful will know that every tear today will eventually be returned a hundredfold with tears of rejoicing and gratitude."

This has given me a lot of peace and hope. And believe you me, I am going to hold the Lord to His end of the deal!

I imagine great things are in store for you and your family, as well:)

Until then, know how much I love you, your brother and your Mom & Dad.

Hugs & Kisses,

Aunt Heather

3 comments:

WildBound said...

*sniff*

Taunya said...

I'm crying right now. BUT, as soon as I pull myself together I will write you back. THANKS for being in-tune. Your words of wisdom WILL make a difference. THANKS for being at the right place, at the right time, with the right experiences to understand sweet Emily. It has been a VERY LONG journey and the loss of a "dream" is, no matter how you spell it, ... a loss. WE LOVE YOU, too.
Taunya

Bethany said...

Shouldn't your posts be prefaced with a tear inducing rating? Like PG for "pretty good" chance. You freak of nature.